January 2010
whine post
I am really sick of the fact that I cannot be alone ever without feeling anxious even if I have stuff to do. I have way too much homework to do that I just do not want to do right now or even later. I really need to do laundry but every time the washers get free, someone steals them by the time I get there. I hate how insecure I feel about my relationship when I am alone even though when I am with...
It’s so weird to think that I auditioned for VCU a year ago today. That’s what started it allllllllll. Like me and Joe ending for good and getting out of Buffalo and really getting to dance and meeting John and moving on. It’s great.
I am so unhappy with my body. It’s ridiculous. People keep making comments about the size of it and implying how large it is. I’m so sick of it. I’m dancing so much so you would think I would shrink down a little bit. But I don’t. I don’t eat thattt poorly, I try really hard to eat less than I used to and much healthier but it doesn’t seem to be working earlier....
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what are you thinking about right… now?
how to answer this question.
this question is like telling someone not to think about an elephant.
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I seriously want to stop feeling. That one week was great, but now everything feels awful.
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I am that ethereal midnight minute, the one that lingers fragrantly in the air. I have a tendency to interrupt nights, kissing your forehead to make you see me. If we were together and close enough of friends, you would be more than welcome to sink back into me. Put your weight on me. Let me feel how much you mean to the Earth. I’ll be a grave for your body.
I want
my apathy back.
So hard.
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titties
…i have none.
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would you rather be able to sing any note or dance any step?
but i can already do both…hahah
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Seriously
so happy.
<3
My eyes wander in public places.
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There’s something beautiful about watching someone you care about fall asleep. Like you’ve been trusted with something. Maybe even just the breath coming out of their nose.
15 Interesting Facts about Dreams
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1. You forget 90% of your dreams. Within 5 minutes of waking, half of your dream is forgotten. Within 10, 90% is gone.
2. Blind people also dream. People who became blind after birth can see images in their dreams. People who are born blind do not see any images, but have dreams equally vivid involving their other senses of sound,...
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I have all this horrible anxiety about packing up my stuff and what to do with the rest of it. I don’t feel like my dorm is safe and it definitely isn’t big enough. I don’t really have my own space here and I don’t like just leaving it all in the attic, like the attic is all my stuff. And next year it isn’t going to be my own place either. I think I just need to find...
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If you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be?
Katy Perry! If I can’t be her, I might as well be best friends with her!
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The child actors in The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe are simply awful. I am glad they got their shit together for Prince Caspian.
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do you fist pump?
I don’t really go anywhere where I could fist pump, but I don’t think I would if I did.
If your house was on fire and you could only grab three things, what would they be?
I really don’t even know and that worries me because I saw Leap Year last night and this question was like a big part of the movie and (SPOILER) the...
So I got my hair cut on Thursday and so far I look like…
1. Morticia Adams
2. a black Lady GaGa
3. a Chinese person
4. Cleopatra
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whats the second thing you look for in a guy
i don’t look for anything in guys. i don’t have a type. i just like what i like and i know when i like it.
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I took class with Wade Robson today. He did two different combos from So You Think You Can Dance’s most recent season. It was amazing…he isn’t trained technically at all but it like doesn’t matter with him at all. The way he moves is insane, like it’s so grimey and dirty and sooooooooo sexy oh my god. He’s just so good, ahha. He has such intriguing ideas about...
I’ve strangely become a hockey fan.
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tell me something positive about yourself in two sentences!
I am alive. I am privileged.
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If you could wake up as anyone tomorrow, who would it be?
as myself. while it may seem that some people are living the dream life, everyone has skeletons in their closet and the grass isn’t always greener on the other side. (gotta love cliches)
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high five, low five, or fist bump?
fist bump.
they even fist bump in the catholic church now during the sign of peace because of “swine flu.”
my 3 year old niece also fist bumps. she knows what’s up.
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“Once you understand that you’ll die today or tomorrow and there’ll...”
– Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy
I went to IKEA for the first time in Burlington, ON and it’s so cool. I can’t wait until I can fill my apartment/home with my own furniture and such. I bought a new bed for the next week and a half and for next year and beyond.
“Children who are smacked by their parents may grow up to be happier and more...”
– http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/2nTmY8/www.telegraph.co.uk/health/healthnews/6926823/Smacked-children-more-successful-later-in-life-study-finds.html
uhhhh…i turned out happy, with out the violence.
(via hannahhulkk)
hey hannah, without is one word.
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If you could speak every other language if it meant never speaking or understading English again, would you do it?
yesss, fuck america and the brits and the australians
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“I find that it’s premature but reasonable, and that it has a future, like...”
– Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy (on Communism)